Last day at work

Today was my last day at work. Quite frankly... I din't feel a thing. And the settlement part was so quick... it was over before I could blink. Everyone was very kind to me; for that matter, they were very kind to me when I left evs as well. Never in my life had I imagined that this exit process would be so smooth and quick.

Some thoughts on the time that I left evs, and now:

When I left evs, I was going into a 'new' b-school - not knowing what I had in store for me. Now again, I leave for far greater uncertainty, having no clue what the next day has in store for me. When I left evs, I was getting myself into a financial mess by taking on a huge loan. Now, it is even worse.
When I left evs, I talked to a lot of people, all of who had varied opinion on what I should be doing. Now again, every person had a different opinion.
When I left evs, I took the final decision regardless, and everyone supported me. Now again, I have more support than one can ask for.
When I left evs, I was leaving when I felt there was little else for me to achieve there. Now again, I don't think there is much left for me here.
When I left evs, I left in good terms with all and sundry. Now again, I feel good that I never had to play sneaky.
When I left evs, I felt sad because I really liked those people. Now, I am indifferent. There so few people I actually knew.
When I left evs, I was a little emotional... I guess it happens with the first job. This time I was just going through the motions.
When I left evs, the top guy gave me an open offer to come back anytime. Now again, I have the same offer.
When I left evs, it took them almost 3 months to clear my dues. I was thinking on the same lines here. But this time they had the money transferred even before I had taken up the clearance form!!!!! That gives me some breathing space - at least till the reality dawns.
When I left evs, I just did not get anytime to unwind myself - school started before I realized I had left my job. Now again, I have more in my hands than I can handle. I did not complain then... now I have no reason to complain!!

When I left evs, I was certain that the future has something good in store for me. It seems it did. Now again, I am positively confident that whatever happens, I will come the better of it. And that is all that matters!!